I thought I was invincible. No, I didn’t think so. I never considered myself a strong person although some people would call me so. I had a breakdown, I am still in the middle of it. Trying to chill, not succeeding. My son was rejected from another private school, the 3rd in less than a… Continue reading The time I had a breakdown
Some girls want to be doctors, some girls want to be ballerinas, since I was a child all I wanted to be was a mom. I wanted to get married early and have children early …. and guess what, my life didn’t go as planned. I got married at around 33 and took me a… Continue reading The time I realized being a mom was not as easy as expected
He was maybe around 2 years old. It was the end of the year school party. All the kids were seated and were looking at the teachers doing a little show. My son was the only one who got up and left the room. I looked at his teacher in a panic, she very calmly… Continue reading The time I realized my son was SPIRITED
I call Jewish schools in NYC mafia. They kind of are. You want your child to have a JEwish education, we are not talking about the privilege of being in a private school where I understand they can be picky, here we are talking about a Jewish family who is trying to give their child… Continue reading The time when my son was rejected by the Jewish schools in NYC
I finally decided to go see a therapist. I did not want to spend too much so I was able to find a sliding scale clinic who offered sessions with students getting their PhD. I was not excited but for $60/session what can you expect. So I finally went in today. My therapist is a… Continue reading The time I started seeing a therapist
It was about 2010, DH and I have been trying to conceive for about a year. Me periods were getting heavier and longer and more painful each week. At one point the first few days of my period were so painful that I couldn’t even get up from bed. My periods were lasting about 12… Continue reading The time I found out I had a fibroid
It’s almost 2 years since we started trying to conceive baby #2, in this time my SIL already had, not one but 2 more babies. Anyways. 2 months ago I finally decided to see a RE (AGAIN, damn them). First thing was a sonogram and a day 3 hormonal blood test. Sonogram showed one ovary… Continue reading The time when high FSH meant NOTHING!